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今天在msn上问了一位不能说很熟也不能说很陌生的朋友一些问题后...突然间满脑子出现了很多很多的疑问,不解,和为什么...唉...现在整个脑子很乱...不管了...睡觉吧...或许明天会好些吧...





p/s: 读这几行字义哥哥应该没问题吧...哈哈...不好意思啦...突然间就想用中文来写...blek...

yay...^^

yay....finally i had make some modification to my blog header....wahahaha....took me a while...phew...big step towards the nex modification i going to do...lalalala....

anyway...dota time...

Noob Die...zzz

was trying to "beautified" my blog wif background and all those stuff for the past 2 o 3 hours...and was "detour" to some other place else...
when i get back here...was found out tat...i hav zero idea of how to change all those stuff...=.=
swt..........and swt..........and swt more........finally.....AaaAaaAAAAaHHHhhhHHhhhhH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (going into crazy mode....)

end of story................(nth changes)

Graduate soon lo


Just saw this picture couple days ago when i was checking my email...and now had a little time to post a blog since my thesis 1st draft submittion is extended 4 more days...hehehe
Feel like adding this pic to voice out some informal "survey" tat i had collected from frens ard me...hahaha and yeah...i certainly one of them tat dont wanna graduate this year...lol

Earth Hour

Earth Hour
Date : 28 March 2009
Place : Anywhere u are (preferable ur home...kakaka)
Wat to do : Turn off all ur lights in ur house from 8.30pm till 9.30pm (if u feel tat u wanna turn off longer is ok wif me...ahahaha)

Well...is been a while since i come to blog or go see other ppl blog...
today just feel like writting this event up...hehe...
why ? well...as an environmental science student and future environmentalist...wakakaka
tomolo is mid-term...haiz...feel lazy to study...
well...having my dinner now...kakakaka...later come back onli study ba...^^v

lonely or alone

there is a saying tat "u will feel lonely but u will never be alone"...

somehow to9...i feel i am very lonely and alone...is like everything and everyone i know doesnt care about me anymore...

a group tat i always mix over here doesnt seems to care about wat i feel...they doesnt care...and this make me sad...they make me feel like i am nothing...not even making me feel tat i am a fren inside their heart...this make me so sad...is it tat frenship tat we make after our secondary sch is just a temporary relation tat everyone be fren of u coz they need somehting from u ? and me...still hav to face them and smile to them...as a clown to them...when they need to be entertain they find me and when they do not need it...they left me aside like a wooden puppet and even i try to do anything 10 times better than a person but to them tat person will always get the crowd...

some of old frens making jokes on me...well...their intention i know they mean no harm but sorry...for the time being...i dun need a joke...wat i need is some frens support and some caring words...i dun like the feeling being make fun while all of u are laughing and i dont even know wat is going on...i hate tat...very very much...

i look into my contact list...to make a call and talk to someone...surprisingly...after looking thru the whole list...i dun even feel like calling anyone from the list...i got a feeling tat whoever i called will not comfort me...i feel very very sad tat i couldnt called anyone to talk to...not a name in the list can make me feel tat "yup...he/she is a right person to talk to"

frens over here...when starting all seems to be nice and caring...but after time passed...everyone changed o shud i say reveal their true self...backstabbing each other...talking ppl bad things...influence ppl wif bad thoughts...especially tat person...i hated u...turning most of frens here being the same as u...backstabbing...

i already started to hate a few ppl bcoz of ur influence on them...i dunno y...they keep getting influence by u eventhough u they know u are wrong...i feel like is my fault bringing u into this grp...now i started to hate everyone in the grp and everyone in the grp like abandon me...

life sucks here...and i thought tat i might get a new exp here wif good things...and thx to u all...it proves me wrong...

fairy tales

is 2am in the morning and here am i now alone in my room and all the quietness...
it makes me tot of sumthing not very important to my study...

i belief tat each and everyone of us hav heard about fairy tales like snow white, sleeping beauty and bla bla bla...at the end of the story...they like to end the story wif they live happily ever after...full stop...

wat about after tat ? did they really get along wif each other well ? did they not quarrel for anythings ? did they not love each other anymore and they divorce ? wat if prince charming from snow white meet sleeping beauty ? did he change his mind and after sleeping beauty ? they never say...

and all these years we've been surrounding wif the happily ever after thingy and belief tat it really happen...but does it really happen ?

but then another movie come into my mind...shrek...after rescue the princess and sumthing happens...and so on and so forth...well...at the end they live happily ever after...however...this movie did mention sumthing after they 1st get along wif each other...parents...rivals...but at the end their trust for each other had prevail...

so...do couples nowadays really fully trust each other ? i guess some will say half half lo...and some will say yeah of coz i trust him/her but those are not wat their heart is thinking...

hm...just a tot and wanna share...haha...
well...enuff of these crap...better sleep early...lol

p/s: wanna thx my mama for cooking mee and giv me lychee to drink...hehehe