Argh~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat the h***

recently...i have been thinking about my current career...and i sort of found out is quite boring and i kinda dun like tat less adventurous and challenging routine bored work...duhzz~~really dunno...lost and got no direction...aikz...wat to do~~wat to do~~....(-_-)

and i also found tat i am getting tired and tired and tired and more tired...feel sleepy at ALL the time...lost my enthusiasm on almost everything...even play games...sigh~~

and i tot getting a day off work can help to relief me from the tiredness...but...still...i feel tired and sleepy and sloppy and dunno wat to say...mayb one word in hokkien can describe it..."NUA"

aikz...even writting this post i also feel sleepy...getting numb and more numb...senses are dull...my life is a mess and is falling apart soon...(-____-)...better sleep now...zzz